The Poppy Garden

Fuck me it's been ages since last posting on this blog, what a slackass prick I am!

What an interesting and anticipation filled past two weeks it has been. My beautiful showy papaver giganteums have just hit flowering mode and a couple of pods are towering magnificently up to 6ft tall in the garden bed, my best over wintered poppy garden so far! Some pics:

Here's the first flower of the season...

From Garden 2009

This is a section of garden contains many different types of flowers...

From Garden 2009

Here is a poppy approximately one week prior to opening...

From Garden 2009

Here's a Drama Queen...what a delight by the way...

From Garden 2009

More pics will be posted as I get better shots and some different flower types. Feel free to check out my web albums, which will be updated constantly with new garden pics.

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Post Valium Binge

After having consumed 30 of the 5mg Valium tabs over the past few days, today is the day I have ran out and am in the process of regaining my emotional state again.



I still feel very much affected by the 'Sweet, Refreshing' Valium and am still so calm in every possible way, which is not a bad thing at all for me.

Knowing my drugs (Yes I'm a Drug Geek!)I know what is currently affecting my is the metabolite Nordiazepam. This is what regular Diazepam (Valium) metabolizes to inside the body. I spend vast amounts of time investigating and researching every drug of interest, hell every possible thing that catches my attention I must research or k now the basics.

As you can obviously tell I'm fucking fascinated with pharmacology and how drugs work in the body...it's my niche! Experiment and document!

Back to how I feel...

A slight hint of apathy and a desire to take more tabs but thankfully I have no more left.

This is a visual of how I feel!



Surprisingly I've been active today, having just completed 4 hours of gardening and lawn mowing! I like this feeling. I am energized after the recent complete apathetic bliss I've so recently experienced!

Tomorrow I will be slightly edgy. I know this from past experience but I'm comforted by the fact I have a full day of work tomorrow, thus occupying my mind for 10 hours of the day! The fact that I have a love/hate relationship with Diazepam works in my favor as I now will not desire to be so out of it for quite awhile now!

Tomorrow...



End of post, hope you liked!

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