Augmentin

Finally, after such a lengthy time I finally relented and sought dental help and got my very aching tooth pulled. Fuck man, the relief I feel right now is amazing. Granted, the tooth still hurts but it is piss weak pain compared to the stabbing knife pains!

It was only after an essentially forced visit to ER by my mother that I went. At least I was given an Oxycodone script for 20 x 5mg tabs, fuck, better than a poke in the eye with a sharp stick! These pills helped in the few days it took to get into a dentist.

Now I'm on Augmentin Duo Forte (Amoxycillin/Clavulanic Acid) for the infection which decided to settle in two days after the painful tooth was pulled.



My garden is looking extremely well and I hope to have some new pics up very soon, although not many more varieties of flowers have emerged beside the Giganteum poppies.

I won't right much more for now as no mofo reads this shit anyway! If you do well god damn me and drop a line!

Post Valium Binge

After having consumed 30 of the 5mg Valium tabs over the past few days, today is the day I have ran out and am in the process of regaining my emotional state again.



I still feel very much affected by the 'Sweet, Refreshing' Valium and am still so calm in every possible way, which is not a bad thing at all for me.

Knowing my drugs (Yes I'm a Drug Geek!)I know what is currently affecting my is the metabolite Nordiazepam. This is what regular Diazepam (Valium) metabolizes to inside the body. I spend vast amounts of time investigating and researching every drug of interest, hell every possible thing that catches my attention I must research or k now the basics.

As you can obviously tell I'm fucking fascinated with pharmacology and how drugs work in the body...it's my niche! Experiment and document!

Back to how I feel...

A slight hint of apathy and a desire to take more tabs but thankfully I have no more left.

This is a visual of how I feel!



Surprisingly I've been active today, having just completed 4 hours of gardening and lawn mowing! I like this feeling. I am energized after the recent complete apathetic bliss I've so recently experienced!

Tomorrow I will be slightly edgy. I know this from past experience but I'm comforted by the fact I have a full day of work tomorrow, thus occupying my mind for 10 hours of the day! The fact that I have a love/hate relationship with Diazepam works in my favor as I now will not desire to be so out of it for quite awhile now!

Tomorrow...



End of post, hope you liked!

With Love and Light